School Sucks

Can a brother ge a AMEN?!

The worst academic semester of my life is upon me. Ive always been a slacker, but this semester is a step beyond that. Flat out apathy towards certain classes. This is most prominent because I switched minors andthe classes for my old minor went right out the window.

Looks like I am going to get reaquainted with my old friend Academic Probation.

A new motive in life

New answer to the question of where i want to be in 5 years. The answer is slumming it up in Europe. Pha and I in Europe, at the moment I think Switzerland. Talking maybe a year or so. I dunno see how it goes…

I ams serious about this. After talking to Pha today, it seems apparent that a change of scenery may be needed.Honestly as of lately I could use myself.

Of course 5 years in a bit away and people change, hopefully he will find that someone he needs and perhaps the move won’t be necessary anymore. Of coarse i want to do this, but it would be beyound the point if he gets what he needs, and i get what i need.

We’ll see, but ill tell ya what having a distant motive is kind of rewarding.

meh

is it weird that in a haze i start think that i dislike outspoken people?

I mean people that rant about their problems and life situations more then anything annoy me.

i mean they fight and fight for what they think is right, but really to no avail…

its just like calm down live your life and dont worry about what others are doing.

Im annoyed to say the least

April 5 2008

Pressure finally consumed me. When did I become the action taker. I felt like i was stuck in a a taffy machine and i had to do something to get out of it. I think of myself higher then that. I was fed up. Why does everyone have to be so scared. Pull your own levers people.

At leas=t i think i saved one soul in the process. Only time will tell. Time. It leads to all the answers. Answers just lead to more questions. Questions lead to more actions that lead to time to solve. Evil cycle.

April 5 2008. Breaking point. Take a chance with one of the possessions I never deemed bet-able. Time will tell if I win